Isaiah
9:2-7
Titus
2:11-14
Luke
2:1-20
Christmas
Eve Year C
24
December, 2012
First
Presbyterian Church, Clarksville
and
Harmony Presbyterian Church
Dr. Robert Wm. Lowry
For many
in my generation, the poet laureate of childhood was Shel Silverstein. His collection of poems and illustrations,
“Where the Sidwalk Ends,” still has a place in my home. He wrote such lyrical masterpieces as “Sarah
Cynthia Sylvia Stout, would not take the garbage out.” And “Ickle Me, Pickle Me, Tickle Me too, went
for a ride in a flying shoe.” He is even
the songwriter behind the Johnny Cash classic, “A Boy Named Sue.”
One of my
favorite Silverstein poems is from his book “A Light in the Attic.” The poem is titled Whatifs.*
Last night while I lay thinking here,
Some whatifs crawled inside my ear
And pranced and partied all night long
And sang their same old whatif song.
Whaif I’m dumb in school?
Whatif they close the swimming pool?
Whatif I get beat up?
What if there’s poison in my cup?
Whatif I start to cry?
Whatif I get sick and die?
Whatif I flunk that test?
Whatif green hair grows on my chest?
Whatif I get sick and die?
Whatif I flunk that test?
Whatif green hair grows on my chest?
Whatif nobody likes me?
Whatif a bolt of lightning strikes me?
Whatif I don't grow taller?
Whatif my head starts getting smaller?
Whatif the fish won't bite?
Whatif the wind tears up my kite?
Whatif they start a war?
Whatif my parents get divorced?
Whatif the bus is late?
Whatif my teeth don't grow in straight?
Whatif I tear my pants?
Whatif I never learn to dance?
Everything seems swell, and then
The nighttime Whatifs strike again!
I
am going to go out on a limb and say that I am not the only person in this room
who knows what it is like to have the Whatifs crawl in your ear and keep you
company at night.
Whatif
I had gone to law school rather than seminary?
Whatif
I had taken this job or that job?
Whatif…
Whatif…
If we are not careful, we can
whatif ourselves nearly to death because our whatifs are so often tinged with
anxiety and fear. Anxiety about an
opportunity lost- fear about a chance squandered.
Our
lives are not the only places vulnerable to what-if-ing. Think of all the whatifs in the bible.
Whatif,
when God called, Samuel had replied, “nah, too busy” rather than “speak, for
your servant hears.”
Whatif,
when God called, Noah had replied, “no time to build an ark, we have a farm to
tend.”
Whatif,
when the angels appeared and spoke to them, the shepherds had been just too busy
to care; too busy to go to Bethlehem and see.
If
things were just a little different, how many of the dominos would fall? How much of this house of faith would come
tumbling down like a pile of blocks?
Whatif
is a dangerous game when we let the perfect, the absolute become the enemy of
the possible.
The story of this child is so
implausible, so susceptible to whatifing
it to death with our doubts and hesitations, we run the risk of missing what is
right in front of us.
Whatif
this baby we are going to see is just another baby?
Whatif
the world is just too far gone for him to save?
Our
doubts and anxieties can put blinders on us if we are not careful.
Yet,
inside every anxious whatif is a whatif of possibility waiting to get out.
Whatif
this child really is God?
Whatif
this is the way God, implausibly and even impractically, chose to greet the
world that morning in Bethlehem so long ago?
I
think it is no mistake that when God determined to send God’s son into the
world, that child came first as a newborn baby.
Yes, I realize that if Jesus was to be fully human it had to happen this
way. But I tend to think that there was
something else at work in the mind of God when the Messiah came to the world as
a kicking, gurgling, drooling and, despite what the old hymn may say, crying vulnerable little baby.
There
is something about babies that sparks a hopeful whatif in all of us.
Try
holding a newborn without smiling.
Try
watching fat little legs kick in the air without some sense that, despite it
all, there is still good yet to come in the world.
It
is no mistake that when God came into the world to save the world, when that
great whatif actually came to pass, it all started with a little child; a newborn
bringing and bearing witness to the hope of God in and for the world.
Tonight,
this night of all nights, we celebrate the promise and possibility of that
child. We break through all the clutter
and anxiety of our daily lives and we celebrate that in the midst of it all, the
most vulnerable form of human life can still come in, stare down the fear and
cynicism that surrounds and remind us that goodness and mercy are yet alive and
well in the world.
In
my life there were two occasions when it became abundantly clear to me that
whatever gifts and skills God had given me to share in the world, being a
doctor was not one of them. The first
reminder came in college during a semester of organic chemistry. The second came on January 15, 2004. In my life that is a day that will live in
infamy and wonder.
Most
of the members of this particular medical mission group were veterans of prior
Haiti trips. When veteran visitors came
we would usually leave the hospital and do a few rural clinics for people who
could not easily travel to town.
It
was not unusual for there to be some excitement at these clinics. Usually it would center on a child or adult
who had suffered some kind of accident.
Broken bones, some deep cuts that required a few stitches and such were
the most common. Occasionally, though,
there would be a woman who was in labor.
This
was one of those trips. A young woman
who could not have been much more than 20 came into the clinic and based on the
decibel level, was well into labor.
The
doctors talked and decided that the rough trip into the hospital would be too
much for her and decided to deliver the babies right there. She was in surprisingly good health and there
were no indications that it was going to be a difficult or complicated
delivery. Plus, this was not the first
time this had happened so they were prepared.
I
was not. I missed the day in seminary when
they taught maternity ward assisting skills.
Usually when a child was born during a clinic day, I was on crowd
control and helped the others keep the noise down. This time, however, one of the doctors waved
me over as if he had something else in mind for me.
Thankfully
my job in this whole production was to hold the scared young mother’s hand and
try to keep her calm. Thankfully that
was the full extent of my job because it was the full extent of my skills!
After
less than 30 minutes, she gave birth to beautiful twins, a girl she named
Simone and a boy she named Etienne. As
one of the doctors took care of her the other went back to running the clinic
with the nurses and it was left to me and a translator to hold the babies until
more family arrived to accompany mother and babies to the hospital a few hours
away.
It
was a God thing that we were there that day not only because the mother’s and
the babies’ chances were greatly increased because the doctors and nurses were
there to care for them; it was a God thing because we got a little glimpse of something
holy that day; hope.
Haiti,
even before the devastating earthquake in 2010, is a place where hope is in
short supply. It is a place where the
most crushing poverty known to humankind is readily visible all around. It is a place where hope, while not absent,
is frequently hidden from view.
I
had not thought about that day in light of the Christmas story until I was writing
this sermon. I went to Haiti expecting
to find nothing but desperation and despair and, that day at least, I found a
baby. Two babies in fact. Two little
rays of light shining in a dark place, those new lives shined a little hope in
our midst.
On
Christmas morning was born a child, yes, and that child was truly and fully
God, but also that day was born hope.
Time
and again, I have said from this and other pulpits that I believe the greatest
thing we as the church have to offer the world is a word of hope; a word of
promise in the face of the world’s struggles and troubles.
The
song the angels sang so long ago, is our song now. We as the body of Christ in the world are
called to be the messengers of God, not because we are better or deserving or
somehow possess secret knowledge, but because we have seen the baby. We have heard the story of the birth of hope.
So
we sing. We sing the angel’s song. And when we do share the angels’ song with
the world and we are greeted by the skepticism of our age; when we invite the
world to come to Bethlehem and see but the world replies,
“whatif
this is just any other baby?”
“whatif
the world is beyond saving?”
“whatif
the promise of God is a dead letter?”
We
need only respond saying, “there is no whatif about it.” In this child all our whatifs are answered by
God’s “behold!”
“in this child hope is truly born;”
“this
child is a promise fulfilled;”
“this
is in fact God with us.”
Brothers
and sisters, God has invited us and we are called in the Spirit to invite all
whom we meet, to come to Bethlehem and see the child of promise, the child of
hope, the child who is God with us now and forever more.
May
the child of possibility and promise that is Jesus Christ dwell and grow and
shine in our hearts and minds this Christmas and every day from now to the end
of time.
Behold;
God is with us.
Come
Lord Jesus. Amen.
* I have searched my memory trying to recall where I read or heard this wonderful use of Silverstein's "Whatifs" poem with this text. Despite my best efforts I cannot recall. I will gladly give credit where it is certainly due if I ever remember or am reminded of the creative soul who pointed me in this direction.
* I have searched my memory trying to recall where I read or heard this wonderful use of Silverstein's "Whatifs" poem with this text. Despite my best efforts I cannot recall. I will gladly give credit where it is certainly due if I ever remember or am reminded of the creative soul who pointed me in this direction.