Sunday, March 26, 2017

Trusting the Stillness

Psalm 23
Lent 4A
Fondren Presbyterian Church
March 26, 2017
                                                  The Reverend Dr. Robert Wm Lowry    
        
           When I was seminary intern the pastor and associate pastor were out of town at the same time one week and I got the call that a member of our church had died quite suddenly.  She was a young woman and her family was in shock and asked that I come over to be with them and begin preparations for the funeral. 

I changed out of my grad school attire in to my good grey preacher suit and armed with my at that point unused Book of Worship set out to make my first pastoral call on the family of a deceased member.  Now in seminary they prepare you to plan an actual funeral service, but they leave out the part about what you should say when you get to the door.  When I reached the family’s home, I rang the doorbell not knowing what I would say when the door opened.  A few seconds later, the door opened and the husband of this young woman stood there in front of me, his eyes swollen and red, looking to me to be his pastor, and I froze.  I did not know what to say.  Then, without thinking I began to recite the 23rd Psalm faster than it has ever been said before.
When I finished my breathless recitation of those ancient words, I returned to my frozen and mute posture.  A few seconds that seemed like an eternity transpired until the silence was broken by the laughter of the husband standing in the door.   He put his hand on my shoulder and said, “I needed that.  Get in here.”
It is often said that familiarity breeds contempt, but I would wager to say that with a text like this it is more a matter of familiarity breeding numbness.  We hear the words so often and in such a familiar context that we relegate them in our minds.  We allow the circumstances of the world to dictate when we dust them off and bring them out. 
Ash Wednesday- Remember that you are dust
Easter- Early that morning, the women went to the tomb.
Weddings- Love is patient, love is kind
Funerals- The Lord is my Shepherd
In the scriptural Rolodex of our minds, we have particular words pinned to particular occasions and, in point of fact, that is ok.  It is probably a good idea to have some go to places in God’s word.  The trouble comes when we relegate those holy words to only those worldly moments. 
Perhaps that is why the compilers of the Revised Common Lectionary chose to put this Psalm on this day.  What invitation might this give us to hearing and knowing these familiar words anew.
John Goldingay suggests that the first line of this psalm, rather than principally being a statement on about YHWH, is instead a claim the writer is making about himself; “My shepherd is YHWH.”[i]  Read not as a description of YHWH but of the confidence and faith the writer has in YHWH, the Psalm becomes about more than the occasion.  Notice the writer does not say, “My shepherd is YHWH when…”  It is instead a bold and unqualified statement of who and what YHWH is in the life of the writer.
The opening verses of the Psalm paint the kind of bucolic picture of the pastoral life of shepherds most in our contemporary culture imagine.  Let’s face it, the closest most of us will ever come to a shepherd is a fourth grader in dad’s bathrobe standing nervously on his mark during the Christmas play!  These opening words of the Psalm give us a picture of shepherding life that is peaceful, verdant, and safe, thanks to YHWH. 
The text moves into more sinister language as the description moves from the idyllic rolling meadows to the valley overshadowed by death.  Here it is the fierce comfort drawn from knowing that the shepherd will use his rod and his staff to keep danger and fear at bay.  It is notable that in this valley, the shadow of the LORD does not merely overshadow the shadow of death.  The shepherd is WITH the writer.  There is a sense of the very real nearness of God.
Finally the Psalm concludes by returning to the image of YHWH’s provision although now the scene includes the writer’s enemies.  Even when they seek to do him harm and surround him like in battle, the writer knows that YHWH is present.  Rather than being pursued by his enemies, it will be YHWH’s goodness and mercy that will follow him and YHWH’s temple and presence where he will make his home.
Rather than words that find purchase only in moments of death or need, this Psalm offers and outline of living a life in the nurturing presence of God.  In these words, the writer claims YHWH and declares that his life will be led as one of the sheepfold of God.
That is the first order power in these words; to enter into our living with words of confident care.  Even when the world is at its most profoundly sinister, my shepherd is the LORD.
In the German town of Dachau during WW2 there was a Nazi death camp.  It is a museum to the Holocaust now and in that museum is a picture.   It is a photograph of a mother and her daughter being marched to the gas chamber at Auschwitz.  There is nothing the mother can do to stop it, nothing she can do to prevent what will come when they come to the end of their short walk to the building ahead, so she does the only thing she can, the only act of love available to her; she puts her hand over her daughter’s eyes so she cannot see what is coming.[ii]
There is no way to know what that mother said to her daughter in that moment, but I chose to believe that she echoed the beautiful words of comfort we hear today, “my shepherd is the LORD.”  That though they walked through the deepest valley death has ever known, and stood face to face with an enemy so great as to stupefy the imagination, these powerful words of comfort and proclamation spoke through time and, in a mother’s had shielding the eyes of her child, declared to the world, this is not the end. 
I wonder if I would have the courage of that mother.  I wonder if, faced with the kind of darkness that loomed that day, I would have the presence of mind to make even the smallest gesture of faith to cover the eyes of a child.  I say I wonder if I would because like so many in our culture, I find myself being pulled in different directions by different shepherds.
We live in a time when there is a pervading sense that meaning has lost its meaning, that truth has become more difficult to hold on to than a soapy three year old who refuses to stay in the tub. 
We live lives suspended between the restlessness of our hearts that long for the God of our ancestors and the anxieties of a world that declares such things to be foolish remnants of a time gone by. 
We have become seduced by the complexity of our contemporary world and the layers of geo-political, military, economic, and religious tensions of our age.
We have become, in short, what Walker Percy called being “lost in the cosmos.”  
We need the courage of that mother facing unspeakable horror and we need the courage of the psalmist who, unwilling to stand by and passively be claimed by YHWH, speaks out and claims YHWH’s claiming.  In an uncertain world, we need something to hold on to, an anchor in the tumult, a port in the storm.
We need our Good Shepherd.
The psalmist knew that need.  He knew it and he knew that in YHWH he had it so he boldly claimed his claiming.
My shepherd is the LORD. 
In green pastures, my shepherd is the LORD.
Beside still waters, my shepherd is the LORD.
In the valley of the shadow of death, my shepherd is the LORD.
In the presence of my enemies, my shepherd is the LORD.
When the world is too much to bear, my shepherd is the LORD.
When the storm is raging all around me, my shepherd is the LORD.
Whether my cup is empty or full, my shepherd is the LORD.
Whatever else may seek to claim my life, or tempt me to change allegiance in this life, or seduce me to a more glamorous life, or promise me an easier life, my shepherd is now and always be the LORD.
He is my courage.
He is my strength.
He is my hope and my salvation.
My shepherd is the LORD.
In death AND in life- all of life – every day of life, my shepherd is the LORD.
Let us pray.
Gracious Christ, we are in your care.  Watch over us with the fierce loyalty and devotion of our Good Shepherd.  May we know in this and in every day the hope, love, and promise that comes to us from you, our shepherd.  Amen.



[i] This insight is owed to Alastair Roberts’ April 20, 2015 essay on Psalm 23 titled “The Politics of the King’s Shepherd” published on www.politicaltheology.com

[ii] This observation, in slightly different form, was made by Tom Long in a sermon preached at the Festival of Homiletics in Washington D.C. May 2004.

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