Sunday, May 3, 2015

Sometimes It Is What You DON’T Say


Acts8:26-40

May 3, 2015
First and Harmony Presbyterian Churches
The Reverend Dr. Robert Wm Lowry
                 
Before we get into this text from Acts, I have to make one observation.
                  Sometimes the bible doesn’t make sense.
                  I don’t mean the confusion that plagues our modern minds when we read about demons and angels or the challenge to our scientific logic when we read about miracles or even the persistently puzzling narrative of the resurrection. 
                  Those are theological and textual issues and they train you in seminary to work with those.
                  What I am talking about is the little stuff.  Those little moments when an important plot element just makes no sense whatsoever. 
                  Like this text today.
                  It makes perfect sense that a eunuch would be the treasurer to the Queen.  Eunuchs were court officials and were presumed to be more trustworthy since they were free from other distractions.
                  It makes sense that he was on the road back to Ethiopia because there was thriving trade between the empires and the only way to easily get from the heart of Rome to Ethiopia was to travel around the edge of the Mediterranean and Jerusalem was a major stopover on the route. 
                  It even makes sense that Phillip would speak to the man since this was at the height of the early church movement and the spread of the gospel.
                  What doesn’t make sense is the essential plot element that gives Phillip the reason to go and speak to the man in the first place.
                  Where did he get a copy of Isaiah??
                  It isn’t like he went by the used Torah store and picked up a copy of the Holy Scriptures.  It was extremely rare for a scroll to be outside of a synagogue, and even rarer still for it to be in the hands of a non-Jew. 
                  John Calvin explains away this little plot issue by chalking it up to divine providence.  God needed this story to happen in a certain way and so it did.  And I suppose that there is something to that.  My Presbyterian ears are pretty sympathetic to “it was providence” being the answer to a question like this. 
                  Then again, maybe it was a coincidence.  Maybe Phillip just got lucky and happened upon the one person whose conversion would be a story for generations.  Who knows?  The bottom line is that this Ethiopian fellow was by the side of the road reading Isaiah when along came Phillip; it happened.  However it happened to happen, that is what happened. 
                  So, here we are finally out of Jerusalem where the last few weeks have kept us as we began this journey with the apostles into the days, weeks, and months after Jesus leaves them with the charge to build the community of faith. 
                  Although the book of Acts is not an historical account like a history textbook, it does help give us a sense of the general direction of the early church both theologically and geographically.  You see, the writer of Acts is the same person who wrote the gospel of Luke.  In fact, Acts is in many ways a sequel to Luke picking up the story where the gospel left off. 
                  Taken together Luke and Acts paint a vivid theological picture of the history of the church.  In Luke, the action in the story generally moves in one direction geographically- toward Jerusalem.  It also moves theologically toward the narrative of the death and resurrection of Jesus.  In fact, Jerusalem and the events of the resurrection are at the heart of the Luke-Acts story. 
                  Acts, picking up where Luke leaves off, takes the story from its geographic and theological location in Jerusalem out into the world.  The gospel is too big to contain in one geographic place or even one community.   As we see throughout Luke’s gospel, Jesus is the Jewish messiah but he is the savior of all human kind- Jew and Gentile alike.  And the story of Acts reflects that.  If Luke brings the story to a concentrated focus in the Jewish holy city, Acts takes it out again demonstrating the vast reach of the gospel and the sweeping up of the entire world in the promises of God.
                  Perhaps nothing demonstrates that far-reaching nature of the gospel than the encounter with this Ethiopian eunuch.  In terms of being a foreigner from far off lands, he was the first century equivalent of the man on the moon.  That the gospel could reach him was a profound miracle and demonstrates just how powerful the message of resurrection is and how far we are called to share it.
                  When Phillip encounters the man, the eunuch is reading from Isaiah.  And not just any part of Isaiah, but the passage that speaks of the messiah and his suffering. 
Talk about coincidence!  (Err, I mean providence.)
Phillip meets the man, explains the Isaiah passage to him, travels with him for a while, and, when the man sees a pool of water, baptizes him. 
The short prose of the story gives the whole thing a sense of urgency and action.  The great preacher Frederick Beuchner said that the Ethiopian’s excitement sounds like the babbling of a brook over pebbles.  I think it sounds more like the water crashing over Niagra Falls!  This man has been transformed and he knows it; he feels it; he cannot hold the joy back and even though words escape him, the joy of the moment sounds like a thunder clap echoing around them. 
It is no wonder this is one of the most cherished stories of the New Testament outside of the gospel narratives.  It is short but, wow, is it ever powerful!
I remember growing up and being taught in Sunday school that this story is important because it reminds us that we are called to share the gospel with everyone we meet and when we do we might just help them find their way to the Christian path and the life of the people of God. 
That was true in second grade and I still think it is true today.  We are in fact called to share the gospel in word and deed with the whole world.
Now, do you remember what I asked you to keep in mind about this story? 
At the heart of this story of testimony and conversion is a very unlikely meeting; and apostle of Jesus and a foreign eunuch.
As a devout Jew, Phillip would have known, and as a man who was able to read and chose to read the Hebrew scriptures, the eunuch likely would have known, the passage from Deuteronomy 23 that makes clear that no one whose “testicles are cut off or whose penis is cut off may enter the assembly of the Lord.” 
In other words, anyone who has had these irreversible things done, can never-ever- stand righteous before the Lord because they are ritually and irreversibly unclean. 
You can recover from a lot of things;
a Gentile can follow the law;
a sinner can repent;
an unclean person can become ritually clean again;
but a eunuch is irreversibly unclean. 
He is beyond the limits of redemption according to the law.
Whatever sympathy anyone might have felt for the man, there was nothing anyone could do.
That is who Phillip stops to speak with, read with, teach, and, finally, baptize.
He is a man from the ends of the earth AND a man so distinctively separated from righteousness before God that only the name of Jesus Christ can redeem him.  Whether because it was happenstance that Phillip found that man that day or the providence of God that their paths crossed in that moment, the fact remains that in this story we have a demonstration of the reach of the gospel in the world and in our lives.   It is providence working overtime to be sure!
Phillip stops to speak with, read with, teach, and, finally, baptize an Ethiopian Eunuch into the household of Jesus Christ.  There is real power there and true witness to the power of the work of the Holy Spirit in those discrete moments in our lives.
I think that is not the only place where we see the hand of providence- the guiding of the hand of the holy spirit- in this story.  Yes, the fact that he is Ethiopian helps the narrative along geographically by showing the gospel being proclaimed to a man who comes from the ends of the earth and, yes, it helps it along theologically by showing that even someone who is irredeemable under the law is still redeemed by the resurrection of Jesus, those are vital parts of the story and we mustn’t forget them.
 But perhaps the most important lesson to us here today, the other deeper less evident thing providence is urging us toward in this unlikely encounter, is found not in the power of Phillip’s words or the visible acts of the Spirit in the Ethiopian’s soul, but instead in what doesn’t happen. 
Phillip, recognizing what the man was, knowing what that meant, and being fully aware of the man’s status as unclean, proceeds to not say a single word about it.
He does not say one word about the man’s physical appearance or ritual uncleanliness.
Never does Phillip point out to the man that he is unclean.
Never does Phillip say that the man is bad or wrong or sinful or anything else.  He starts by telling the man the good news of Jesus Christ.
Never does he make the ludicrous theological claim that it is possible to hate the sin but love the sinner.  If sin is transgression of the law, the sin is part of this sinner’s very presence in the world.  To hate what makes him sinful is to hate him and Phillip knows the gospel well enough to know that the best way to silence good news on your lips is to harbor hate or prejudice in your heart. 
He knows what he sees when he sees the man.  He sees someone that society, the religious community, and perhaps even some of his fellow Christians would call unclean, unworthy, and beyond redemption.  If God hates anyone it is this guy right here.
He knows that is who is sitting in the cart reading from Isaiah, but rather than walk up and snatch away the holy text from the hands of a sinner, Phillip walks up and takes a seat next to a potential brother in Christ and begins to talk about the Good News. 
How often do we look at the world outside of the walls of our carefully constructed theological homes and see not sinners in need of chastising or converting but children of God deserving of the good news?  How often do we really see through the eyes of Phillip? 
Or put another way, who are the Ethiopian eunuchs of our world? 
Who are the people that social convention and theological inertia and our own judgmentalism have convinced us are simply too far gone to be saved or too unclean to be associated with? 
Who are the people who just don’t deserve to hear the message of the gospel?
Whose story is so frightening; so nontraditional; so downright sinful that it would be better to steer clear of them to avoid being seen as guilty by association?
Perhaps those are the very people providence is trying to get us to notice.
Perhaps, just perhaps, those are the very people the Spirit is urging us to seek out not to demonstrate their distance from the holiness of God but to proclaim to them the overwhelming closeness of the love of God to all of God’s children. 
Our generous traditional reading of this text has Phillip eagerly walking up to that Ethiopian and sharing the gospel, but I have to admit I imagine that there was at least a little internal hesitation; a moment when he hesitated, looked up to the heavens, and said, “seriously?  You can give me a sign to stop anytime now.”
Of course no sign came because this is exactly where God wanted him to be in that moment and exactly who God wanted him to encounter.
However he got there, the point is that by the middle of the story he is sitting next to this hideously unclean person and by the end he is welcoming him as a brother in Christ. 
The text doesn’t say it, but I think that there might have been two conversions on the road that day.  To be sure, the text is clear that the Ethiopian embraces the gospel and is baptized and filled with joy.  But I would wager to say that Phillip, when he was swept up by the Spirit of the Lord and whisked away to his next destination, was never the same again! 
                  And if we can muster the courage of Phillip to take providence’s queue and share the Good News with whomever God puts in our paths, neither, I think, will we. 
                  Amen.





Saturday, April 25, 2015

A Stone of Another Name...

Acts 4:5-12

April 26, 2015
Easter 4 Year B

Frist and Harmony Presbyterian Churches

The Rev. Dr. Robert Wm Lowry

            Unless you are a real Arkansas history buff, the names Prospect Robbins and Joseph Brown probably mean nothing to you.  Don’t feel too bad about that, there is not really much known about them except that they both lived part of their lives outside of St. Louis. MO and were both land surveyors. 
            In 1815, at the order of the Madison administration, Robbins and Brown began a monumental task; surveying and mapping the Louisiana Purchase into precise map squares. 
            Years earlier at Thomas Jefferson’s urging the nation had adopted the federal survey system that laid out land in precise one square mile rectangles called sections.  Since the earth is not flat, and the landscape is not either, surveyors have a challenging job and early in the 19th century it was doubly so. 
            Over the next several years these two pioneer surveyors would map a small portion of east Arkansas mostly in and north/south of Phillips County.  It would take dozens more surveyors and more than two more decades of work before most of the state was mapped according to the survey system.
            To make the system work, there has to be what is called an Initial Point.  It is the point of intersection of a north-south line and an east-west line by which all the succeeding lines are measured. 
            Imagine being the person in charge of making that calculation!  Imagine what would have happened if they had been off by a little!  The whole Louisiana Purchase would have been crooked (of course given the history of Louisiana politics, that might be the case!)  Thankfully, Robbins and Brown were good at their jobs and even without the help of GPS satellites, they managed to precisely map hundreds of thousands of acres and lay the groundwork for generations of surveyors to follow all thanks to the accuracy of that first Initial Point meeting in Phillips County.
            What, you are probably wondering; does any of that have to do with Jesus, the bible, or our valuable time this morning?  Only this. 
Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, speaks to the assembled and tells them that the one in whose name the disciples have healed the man who could not walk is none other than the cornerstone that they have rejected.
            You see, a cornerstone in Roman architecture was not the ceremonial rock it has become in modern buildings.  It was the Initial Point of the building.  The cornerstone was the stone by which all the remaining stones would be laid.  The whole building- a house, a temple, a market, a coliseum- was built based on that one stone. 
            Being the mason in charge of setting that stone must have been like standing in a Phillips County swamp with Robbins and Brown meeting and marking that Initial Point for their maps.  Get it wrong and the whole thing will be off kilter.
            I wonder how often we really hear this text that way? 
            Jesus is the cornerstone.  No one and nothing else, Peter makes clear, but only Jesus.  He is the cornerstone; the stone by which every other stone in our lives is laid.  He is not ceremonial stone laid to mark an occasion or hold a time capsule.  He is no ornamental stone placed to make the building look more official or to make sure that the building committee’s names are memorialized forever. 
No, he is the cornerstone.  He is the stone by which every other stone in our lives is laid. 
Or at least he should be.
I don’t know about you, but if my life is supposed to be constructed with Jesus as the cornerstone by which all the other stones are laid, I am carrying around some pretty crooked rocks.
I suppose that is another way of talking about sin; as mislaid stones in our lives.  Maybe that is why it is so hard to change from some of our sinful ways; it is like changing a mislaid stone in an already built wall.  Cemented into place we cannot just shift it.  We have to chip away at it and clear away all the mortar that is holding that crooked stone in place before we can reset it according to the line of the cornerstone. 
If you life is anything like mine, there is still a lot of chipping to do.  In fact I imagine that I will draw my last breath with the chisel still in my hand chipping away at the mortar holding my sins in place. 
Of course the crooked stones are not the only ones mortared into place.  The cornerstone is as well. 
I wonder if Peter had that in mind when he called Jesus the cornerstone?  I’m sure that part of the reason he uses that metaphor is that it is used in the Old Testament and in the Gospels, but so are a lot of others.  Jesus is called everything from the cornerstone to the Lamb of God, so why chose cornerstone in this moment; in this story.
It may be giving Peter too much credit, but I like to think he did it because after his little outburst in chapter 3, he knew his audience and his moment a little better and realized that everyone was afraid.  Jesus was gone and they felt alone and his followers needed a word of courage and hope.  Lamb of God would have been fine, but lambs wander off.  He needed one of those familiar metaphors that would tell them that not only is Jesus the foundation of all hope and promise, but that he is also never going to leave them.  He is the cornerstone.
Of course it is not just the followers of Jesus who are going to hear him.  He is also speaking to his accusers who have seized them after healing in Jesus’ name.  So he reminds them that they are the very ones who rejected Jesus as the cornerstone. 
The traditional reading of this text makes it sound like Peter is chastising them again for the crucifixion and in fairness I think there is merit in that interpretation.  But I also think Peter saw this as a teaching moment. 
You rejected the cornerstone.
You rejected the one stone in the whole building by which every other stone is measured.
How can you have a solid building without a good cornerstone?
How can you have an ordered life without THIS cornerstone?
He scolds, but I think he also teaches. 
Christ, he says, is the true cornerstone.
Christ is the starting point for every life and the point by which every life is measured and built.
It is an elegant and powerful metaphor.
And, like so much of what we get in the Greek New Testament, it is only part of the story. 
Like so many words and phrases in Greek, the words that mean “cornerstone” also have another meaning. 
Keystone.
Christ is the cornerstone and, according to another possible translation, Christ is the keystone.
If the cornerstone provides the starting point for building a solid building, the keystone has an equally vital role; it keeps the ceiling from caving in!
Now that we have had a short lesson in the history of surveying, here is another short rabbit trail into architecture. 
The stones in an arch are called voussoir (vu-swar).  Each vussoir is wedge shaped to fit the curve of the archway.  You can have just a few or several dozen voussoir to create the arch, but whether it is large or small, one must serve as the keystone. 
Like the cornerstones of old, keystones in ancient and even some modern architecture are more than decorative headpieces above a doorway.  Thought it does not bear much weight, the stone placed at the apex of an arch provides the stability and structure that keeps the two sides from collapsing.
Christ, Peter says, is the keystone.
Right there at the top, holding things up, keeping all the stones of the archways of our carefully constructed lives from slipping away, is Christ the keystone.
It’s a nice image.
In a way, I like it better than the cornerstone.  The cornerstone is nice and all, but it seems so permanent; so invasive.  I have to measure my whole life by that one stone?  How about I measure my life by the stone I set at the corner, and Jesus can focus on holding the roof up over my head?
Christ is the stone that stays out of my business but still serves to keep the roof from caving in above me. 
That sounds better. 
It sure sounds easier.
So which is it? 
Cornerstone or keystone?
Is Christ the measure by which we build our lives or the stone that keeps the roof from caving in on us?
Like so much of the interpretation we do with scripture, there are loopholes we can find in the text.  This one provides a huge one.  It is not inaccurate to translate this passage as saying that Jesus is the keystone and run along with our days claiming that the role of Jesus is to keep the roof from caving in.
It is also faithful to translate it as cornerstone and get into all that measuring business.
So which is it? 
Both.
It is both. 
Jesus is both the measure by which the building is built and the stone that keeps it from crumbling down.
He is both the measure by which we build our lives and the sustenance by which we live them.
He is both cornerstone and keystone.
Or to use the words of the writer of Revelation, he is Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. 
When Peter stands accused of healing in Jesus name, he reminds the crowd, he reminds us, that Christ is both the measure by which we live our lives and the promised hope that keeps our lives together. 
He is the cornerstone and the keystone.  And in those times when we don’t quite measure up, he is always there to hold us up.
We can hope for nothing more, and our loving God will give nothing less.
Alleluia.  Alleluia.  Amen.





Sunday, April 19, 2015

What’s in a Name? Everything!

Acts 3:12-19

April 19, 2015

First Presbyterian Church Clarksville
Harmony Presbyterian Church

Dr. Robert Wm Lowry

               
          This is a difficult text.
            In fact, it is more than difficult.  It is downright nasty.
            The disciples, fresh from the Pentecost miracle experience, go to the temple at the appointed time to pray and when they arrived they encountered a man.  The man was unable to walk and was carried there by his friends.  Each day, he would ask for money from the people entering the temple.  The text does not tell us how successful he was, but if his friends brought him back day after day after day, there must have been some luck in the spot.
            When Peter and John are about to enter the temple, they see him and when he asks for a gift they heal him in the name of Jesus.
            With Peter’s help, the man stood up and walked.
            It was a miracle.
            And if it sounds familiar, there is a reason.  It was a miracle with echoes.  Echoes of the healing of the man whose friends carried him to Jesus in Mark 2.  Echoes of the healing of the man who was ordered by Jesus to take up his mat and walk.  Echoes of so many moments when so many people had their lives transformed just by the words of this one named Jesus.
            The first moment out of the gate after Pentecost, the first public act of the church of Jesus Christ gathered and formed by the Holy Spirit, the first encounter between the world and the community of the Word is the restoration of bodily wholeness to a man to whom the disciples spoke the name of Jesus.
            It was a miracle.
            That is the easy part.  Strange for the miracle to be the easy part of the story!  To our modern ears, the miracle is usually the hardest part to believe.  But in the case of Acts chapter 3, the miracle is the easy part.  The trouble is in what comes next.
            We have a clue that what is about to come is trouble because we know who is speaking; Peter.  Whenever Peter speaks, part of me starts to shake my head and think, “oh no, here we go again.”  Not that Peter is somehow a bad figure, far from it, but he does have a tendency to step in it from time to time.  Watching Peter fumble and stumble with the gospel is kind of like watching a two year old make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.  It makes a mess, but usually comes out in the end. 
            What makes this particular Peter moment difficult is that the first experience the world has with the disciples is an encounter that is wrong on so many levels.
            Hear it again, but this time imagine that you are part of the breathless crowd that has just seen this healing and, in its wake, run to Solomon’s Porch to get a glimpse of these two who heal in the name of Jesus. 
12 Seeing this, Peter addressed the people: “You Israelites, why are you amazed at this? Why are you staring at us as if we made him walk by our own power or piety? 13 The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob—the God of our ancestors—has glorified his servant Jesus. This is the one you handed over and denied in Pilate’s presence, even though he had already decided to release him. 14 You rejected the holy and righteous one, and asked that a murderer be released to you instead. 15 You killed the author of life, the very one whom God raised from the dead. We are witnesses of this. 16 His name itself has made this man strong. That is, because of faith in Jesus’ name, God has strengthened this man whom you see and know. The faith that comes through Jesus gave him complete health right before your eyes. 17 “Brothers and sisters, I know you acted in ignorance. So did your rulers. 18 But this is how God fulfilled what he foretold through all the prophets: that his Christ would suffer. 19 Change your hearts and lives! Turn back to God so that your sins may be wiped away. (CEB)

            Did you hear it that time?  After demonstrating the miracle of transformation that comes just through the faithful name of Jesus, Peter stands in front of the awe struck crowd and essentially calls them murderers and fools.  “You rejected the holy and righteous one,” he says.  “You killed the author of life.”
Like I said, difficult. 
When the first crowd gathers to hear the first sermon, Peter starts by calling them Christ-killers.  In fairness to Peter, the writer of Matthew and the writer of Luke-Acts make it pretty clear that the real culprits in the crucifixion were not the Romans pounding the nails but the crowd calling for blood.  So Peter is not entirely off base when he says what he does about the past.  And as we know from our biblical studies, sometimes an author will take liberties when recording a speech by making helpful revisions to ensure that it complies with the theology of the broader narrative.
There is also the fact that the style of writing in this short passage from Acts demands some measure of the scolding that Peter gives.  In the tradition of Greek rhetoric, there were three broad types of persuasion that were used depending on the timeframe of the conversation.  In this case, Peter wants the people to see a past event in a different light.  More specifically, he wants them to see a person from their past in a different light.  Using the style of Greek judicial argument, Peter points the crowd back to their own misunderstandings and misdeeds and encourages them to rethink their mistakes, see Jesus for who and what he really is, and, later in the story, repent of their mistakes and believe in his name. 
Both of those academic arguments help to deflate the difficulty of this text, but I am not sure that we can really hang our hats on technicalities if we press down a little.  If we begin to peek around the edges of the text, I think there is a third possibility to explain Peter’s ill-advised and less than pastoral response to the awe of the crowd.  It is one that does not involve the technicalities of Greco-Roman rhetoric or the theological implications of authorship in the text.  
Stepping back and looking at this text in the larger context of the whole narrative of Luke-Acts, I have to admit that though I am taken aback by Peter’s harsh tone and scolding words and even the anti-Semitic undercurrent of the speech, I am not wholly unsympathetic to Peter because beneath it all- beneath the formal rhetorical style and the theological coherence with the larger narrative- Peter is angry.  He is sad.  He has lost a friend and when the people whose shouts of “Crucify him” are still ringing in his ears gather in front of him at Solomon’s Porch, Peter just cannot hold it in any more.
He chastises them and scolds them and theologically corrects them, but what he really wants to say, I think, is, “you killed my friend!” 
When it comes to studying the biblical text, I love to spend time on those technical issues.  The study of a particular word in Greek or Hebrew, a turn of phrase that can change the text depending on how it is translated, the ancient writing style that influences any modern reading.  I love to get into my commentaries and get deep in to the text.
From time to time, when I am getting too far down that well of intellectual curiosity and allowed the text to turn from the living word of God to a particularly interesting jigsaw puzzle, I hear in the back of my mind the voice of my friend and former parishioner Lucy who, when I got caught in a cul-de-sac inside my head, would look at me and say, “Robert, put down the book and pick up the baby.”
When left to the devices of the experts and the books, this text is pretty easily explained through technical arguments about style, theological context, and a laundry list of other things that help us do a good reading of the narrative.  But when you put the book down, and pick up the baby- when you get your head out of bible study and encounter the words of the text as the voice of the men and women speaking them, it is hard not to hear a very different voice.  It is hard not to see Peter as more than a theological mouthpiece for the larger text or a formal rhetorician formulating his argument. 
When you put down the book and pick up the baby, you, or at least I, find a man who is still in the midst of the pain that accompanies loss.   
It is difficult to read the apostles that way.  We are so attuned to reading their words as though they were as rigid and precise as the stone their figures are carved in throughout the great cathedrals of the world that it is difficult for us to hear the voices of the stones sound so very human. But if we take scripture at face value, we know that rather than being towering pillars of strength whose real lives rivaled the strength of the stone effigies they would leave behind in the church’s imagination, the people whom Jesus called to be his followers- the people whom the Holy Spirit calls to be the church- are staggeringly unqualified for the job and persistently getting it wrong.  To be sure, they all have their moments of great faith and great influence, but the rest of the time they are deeply flawed, occasionally foolish, frequently afraid, and seem to have to be told the same thing over and over again until it finally sinks in.
So when I read this and many other texts not trying to explain away this emotional outburst from “Petras” Peter who is called “Petros” the Rock, I find that rather than looking at Peter at a distance, I am looking at myself up close. 
Scripture does that a lot.  It uses ancient words to hold a mirror up to us in the here and now so we are able to see, in the common moments we share with men and women so long ago, our own reality staring back at us.
So when I put down the books and pick up the baby and look at this text and allow it to hold up the mirror to my life, it does not take long for me to see that I have the same problem Peter does in that moment; I’ve got some stuff I need to get off my chest and let go of.  We read this text as Peter being this great and towering prophetic voice, but in reality I think it is much more than that.  I think Peter is towering in his vulnerability.  He is towering in his honesty.  He is towering in his willingness to say, “you hurt me and I am still in pain.”
My guess is that I am not the only one who might see something like that in the reflection of this text.  I’m probably not the only one who needs to learn from Peter that letting it out and letting go is important to moving on.
We see what happens for Peter when he lets go.  The rest of the narrative of Acts 3 is Peter calling on the people to turn to the God who is always willing to receive us; to turn to the God who is always ready to forgive; to turn to the very one whose blood they were baying for just weeks before outside Pilate’s palace. 
The story starts with Peter healing in the name of Jesus and ends with him inviting the people into the transformation that comes through belief in the name of Jesus and all the while Peter himself is being moved from hurt to wholeness by what other than the name of Jesus. 
At its core this is a text about the power of Jesus’ name and the hope of the resurrected Christ.  It is the name that can make us whole body and soul.  In all of our wonderfully made sinfulness, God gathers us in and calls us by name. 
That is a hope we are called to share with the world, but also a hope that is shared with us!  Remember the words of the gospel, “God so loved the world.”  Not the rest of the world, or part of the world, but the whole world.  We are in that circle as well; the circle of hearers of the promise as well as bearers of it into the world. 
When I was a seminary intern, the Head of Staff was out of town and the Associate Pastor was dealing with a couple of hospital emergencies, so she called me to go to the home of a member who had died after a long illness and be with the family until she could get things moved around to meet and plan the service.
I was as green as green can get and this was going to be my first visit of this kind so I began to wonder what my strategy should be for the visit.  I may have even asked her using those same words, “what should my strategy be,” and Sallie reminded me as only she could that my job was to go there on behalf of the Church of Jesus Christ and show them and tell them that they are not alone and that Jesus loves them.  No more no less.  And, she said, if you aren’t sure what to say just remember, “to err on the side of pastoral care.”
I went to the house and I am sure that I managed to hit every possible pot hole.  I was sure I was going to get fired for messing up so badly.  Then at the funeral, the daughter of the woman who died took me by the hand and said, “thank you for coming by.  I needed someone to remind me that while Jesus was welcoming mom he still had time for me.”
There is such power in the name of Jesus that even an angry disciple or an inept seminarian can be vehicles for its healing power. 
And when we put down the book and pick up the baby;
when we let ourselves be swept up in the hope and the promise;
when we let out and let go of all the things that weigh us down and we dare to proclaim the power of Jesus’ name the world is not the only thing that will be transformed.  Like Peter standing on Solomon’s Porch who went from lashing out against the people he felt robbed him of his friend to calling those people to repent and know that God is good, we too can and will be transformed when we share the power and the promise of the risen Christ if we share it with open and vulnerable hearts.

He is risen!  He is risen indeed!  Alleluia, alleluia!  Amen!  

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Of Shepherds and Nervous Parents

aka The Shepherd Had S#!t on His Hands

Luke 2:1-20
Christmas Eve Year B

First Presbyterian Church Clarksville
Candlelight Service of Word and Sacrament
December 24, 2014
5:30 pm

The Reverend Dr. Robert Wm Lowry


            When you close your eyes and really concentrate, what do you see when you hear the story of the nativity of Christ?  What are the pictures that go with the words in your mind’s eye?
            Perhaps you see visions of the works of the great Renaissance masters with angels, shepherds and the holy family painted with elegant and graceful strokes of the brush.
            Perhaps you see the carved wood nativity that comes out each year to help decorate your home for the holiday; each piece wrapped in paper until the time for it to make its appearance in that special place of honor.
            Perhaps you see church Christmas pageants with angels fidgeting in their homemade gossamer wings, shepherds trying to walk without tripping over the hem of the bathrobe passing as a shepherd’s cloak, and everyone praying that the new born playing Jesus doesn’t get hungry and start to scream in the middle of the show.
            Whatever your picture of the nativity, whatever images come to mind, my guess is that yours is a lot like mine; it is pretty sterile- pretty tame.
            In truth, that starry-starry night so long ago was anything but sterile or tame in that stable in Bethlehem.
            That place was uncomfortable.
            It was inhospitable;
            it was dirty;
            it was smelly;
            it was pretty much the worst possible moment in the worst possible place for the events of that night to unfold.
            There were no elegant strokes of the painter’s brush or cute stumbling cherub faced children to take away the reality of that place that night when a young woman and her fiancĂ© became parents for the very first time.
            When my niece was born, my sister and her husband were that perfect combination of terrified and elated.  Like all first-time parents, they were terrified that there was this little helpless person who was theirs to care for and they had no idea what they were doing.  They, like all other parents, had moments when they became the stuff of hospital legend, panicking at the first sneeze and becoming almost unraveled at the first need of a clean up on aisle 4!
            And, like most parents, they were happy to let the family hold that precious little girl as long as they held her with freshly washed hands.  We used to kid my sister that at first washed hands were not sufficient, she wanted us to have the full Karen Silkwood treatment and be decontaminated from head to toe!  It didn’t take long though until soap and water or a healthy dose of hand sanitizer was enough to earn a little baby time. 
            Mary and Joseph were those first time parents.  Whatever kind of heavenly insight the heavenly host gave to them, there is absolutely no evidence that how to put on a diaper or what to do about that first bout of the sniffles was part of the divine instruction manual.  On some level, Mary and Joseph were like all other new first time parents; they were making it up as they went panicking about the little things, worrying over the mundane, and wrapped up in the anxiety of being responsible for this tiny human.  Of course in their case, that tiny human was also God so my guess is that their anxiety was increased by a factor!
            Like so many maternity waiting rooms today, there were surely some hangers on at the stable that day waiting for Joseph to run out and shout “it’s a boy!” Waiting for a glimpse of the baby in the manger.
            The scriptures are silent on the question, but I bet there were at least a few family or friends who made it in time. 
            One group we know for sure that made it were those shepherds of song and lore.  The ones who were keeping their flock by night and who, at the angel’s invitation, went to Bethlehem to see.
            Despite how they appear in the cute and funny church Christmas pageants on Youtube, the shepherds who showed up that night probably matched their surroundings pretty well.  They were dirty, smelly, pretty much the worst possible candidates to be getting close to a newborn baby.
            At some point, after the baby was wrapped in swaddling cloth, after mother and father began to settle into their new reality, after the chaos of birth gave way to the miracle of new life, the inevitable almost certainly happened.  One of the shepherds asked Mary, “may I hold him?”
            I can only imagine Mary’s face when the dirty shepherd- the one who slept on the ground with the sheep- reached out his arms to hold the newborn baby.   This unwashed, unclean, unsanitary shepherd wanted to hold the Son of God in his unwashed, unclean, unsanitary arms? 
            Nothing in the story itself tells us if this really happened or, if it did, what Mary would have done.  This is one of those places where we read a very human moment between the lines of a holy story.
            My guess is that in the end, Mary did let the shepherd hold the baby.  Dirty as he was, because lets face it there was no soapy water much less any hand sanitizer sitting around, that shepherd got his turn to hold the newborn baby; the newborn king; the newborn prince of peace.  He got his turn because, with this baby, everyone gets a turn. 
            Everyone gets a turn to hold this baby because this baby was born for everyone; for all of us.  This baby was born not only for the cute second grade shepherd walking down the aisle of the church tripping over dad’s bathrobe, but for the unwashed, unclean, unsanitary shepherd straight in from the fields.
            If we really want to follow the advice of the bloviating pundits who fight the phony war on Christmas year after year, let’s really put the Christ back in Christmas and think about what the world would be like if we treated Jesus the way Mary and Joseph did; not as a weapon to be used against the people we don’t like or approve of or care for but as the one who came for us all; the one entrusted to us so that we might share him with the world; the one we all get to hold.
            What, I wonder, would the world look like if we really lived like each and every person we meet deserves the dignity and respect of one who holds the prince of peace in their arms?  What if we lived like we really believed that Jesus came, not for merely the popular, powerful, or even the well-washed, but for all?  What if we lived knowing that each and every pair of hands that reaches out to hold the infant in the manger are hands deserving of that dignity?
            What would it be like to live in a world where…
            Rich hands and poor hands;           
Powerful hands and powerless hands;
            Republican hands and democrat hands;
            Protestant hands and Catholic hands;
            Gay hands and straight hands;
            Joyful hands and sorrowful hands;
            Documented hands and undocumented hands;
            Clean hands and unclean hands all…ALL…get to hold the baby?!
            What kind of world would we create if each and every hand that reached out in wonder, love, hope, or awe got to hold the baby- got to hold the child of God- just for a moment?
            When the angel came to Mary to tell her what was to come to pass, one thing was abundantly clear; her child would not be hers alone.  Mary bore God into the world and God in the world cannot and should not be contained in any one life.  God in the world is God with US- all of US- saint and sinner alike, God came into the world to be known and to know and when we hold the prince of peace in our arms we cradle hope and we know grace.
            This holy night, friends, my we reach out our hands and hold the baby.  May we stand shoulder to shoulder with the holy family and the filthy shepherds and every one of God’s children who reach out to hold the child.  And may we find, in this night and the miracle it ushers in with the dawn of Christ, the courage to see the world like a scared young mother; as a world worthy of sharing the Son of God.
            Thanks be to God that hands even as dirty as ours may hold the baby and know the closeness of God.
            Amen.