Sunday, October 21, 2012

Donuts, Divine Promise and the Devil Inside


John 11

First Presbyterian Church, Clarksville
and
Harmony Presbyterian Church

The Reverend Dr. Robert Wm Lowry

            When I was in third grade in Putt Robinson’s Sunday School class at Second Presbyterian Church the time came for us to receive our gift bibles from the church.   Over the years the expectations on the third graders had changed.  As my grandmother was fond of pointing out, when my father got his black leather King James Bible signed by the pastor and the clerk of session and ceremoniously presented during worship, the children were required to learn the first ten questions of the Westminster Shorter Catechism.  Itself a requirement she thought somewhat lax. 
            By the time I and my cohorts arrived on the scene the process had ceased to be one of memorization of the historic catechism to receive your bible and become a game; memorize a verse of scripture and get a donut.  Oh, and while we are at it we will give you a bible in worship one day soon as well.
            As the day approached and I had yet to memorize my scripture, I asked my mother for advice.  She suggested that if I was not keen to learn a long passage I might just learn the shortest verse in the bible which, in the King James Version, is of course John 11:35,””Jesus wept.” In an exquisite feat of parental manipulation, she did not tell me where to find it.  “Somewhere in John,” she said.   And after reading the preceding ten chapters and thirty-four verse I learned that indeed she was right.  And the following Sunday, Jesus wept and I got a donut and eventually a bible.
            That story is a family favorite and gets told from one perspective or the other from time to time.   It is a sentimental childhood moment.  I suppose there is something to be sentimental about in that story since the genesis of it is in a story long romanticized and sentimentalized by the church.
            Lazarus, the brother of faithful Mary and Martha, has died.  Jesus, their friend and comforter, comes and before raising Lazarus from the dead, weeps with them.  Jesus joins them in their sorrow and shares their grief. 
            It is a good story.  The stuff of pretty stained glass, Sunday School lessons and gentle accessible sermons for gentle nonthreatening Sundays in a placid and sentimental world.  There is a place in the church for a story that illustrates a moment of tender and genuine human connection between a grieving family and a loving Lord.
            There is room for those texts, the sentimental favorites, and there is much that commends them to us.
            After all, ours is a culture increasingly defined by conflict, division and the widening gap between peoples and nations.  One of the great ironies of the present age, and I am hardly the first to make this observation, is that as trade barriers and borders disappear, as technology allows us to stay in closer touch with loved ones, as 24 hour news makes world events available with the click of the remote control, we have become more divided as communities and nations, more distant in our relationships and more disengaged from the world than at any time in recent memory.  And those realities lead to a fever pitch of anxiety, especially in the church.
            If ever there was a time for a story of gentle presence and simple human kindness, it is now.  That those needed things come wrapped in a miracle of resurrection makes them all the more cherished.  
            In the context of our world, it is no wonder that we cling to these moments of human warmth afforded by sentimental stories of the ministry of Jesus.   We need these stories.  They help calm the anxious waters of our lives and our world.
            Like so much in scripture, though, there is yet danger lurking beneath the surface.   When Lazarus is raised and we get our happy ending, part of us wants to stop reading there.  We want to learn this story, get our donut and let that be it.  Yes, it is far too easy to stop there.  To let that be all there is to the story.  But just as there is no manger without the cross, the story of Lazarus is not complete without what comes next. 
            I suppose we should have seen this next bit coming.  After all, John loves to use those pairs of contrasting realities to paint a more fulsome picture of the world we share.  Yes, there is light, but there is also darkness.  We who experience the fullness of the spirit must also know the emptiness of the soul.  Those times of great abundance must never cause us to forget the very real experience of scarcity.  
            Even here, in this heart-warming and spirit-filled story of resurrection and new life, there is yet death or at least the plotting of a death.
            Yes, Lazarus is raised and Jesus has wept and there is reason to celebrate this moment of miraculous importance.   But all the while, lurking behind the portrait of reunion and miracle, there are conspirators at foot. 
            Caiaphas, the chief priest, and the council gathered to talk about what to do with this Jesus.  He had been a thorn in their collective side for a while, but now things have gotten out of control.  He has raised a man known to have died.  There was no explaining away this one.  It was a miracle, he did it, and this needed to be dealt with.
            Captured by their fear, the chief priests and Pharisees began to chatter nervously, “what shall we do?  If we let him go on like this, everyone will believe in him.  Then the Romans will come and take away both our nation and our temple!”
            The text implies that this hand wringing went on for quite a while until a solution presented itself in the person and voice of Caiaphas, the chief priest.   The answer, he says, is quite easy.
            Kill him.
            “It is better that one man die for the people than the whole nation be destroyed.”
            In other words, it is either him or us and I vote him!
            In many ways, Caiaphas begs to be caricatured.  Standing there in all of his Machiavellian glory, he is the stock villain.   He is as easy to dismiss as he is to stand up as a straw man for all that is blind and in darkness about the truth of Jesus. 
            Standing there with Jesus, Mary and Martha-and let’s be honest, that is where we put ourselves in this story- we can look at old Caiaphas and the rest of his ilk and shake our heads and say, “tsk, tsk, tsk.  For shame!”
            It is here that I think we get a glimpse into the brilliance of John’s Gospel.   John writes, like all biblical writers, within the context of his time and experience.   He had no concept of life in Johnson County nearly 1900 years later when he penned these words, but he did have a keen awareness of human nature; of the spiritual commonality of the species.  It is no mistake, I believe, that John tells the story of Lazarus the way that he does with such sentimental and emotional force or that he caps it off with this encounter with Caiaphas and his brazen willingness to sacrifice the Prince of Peace for the preservation of power. 
            The proximity of these stories in John’s gospel mirrors their proximity in the human spirit.  Within each of us is a yearning for the kind of connection that Jesus shared with Mary and Martha; the sort of vulnerable, gentle and genuine connection that brings light out of darkness and life out of death.  Still, for every moment of spiritual illumination, of resurrection and new life, there is a part of us, a voice of Caiaphas, saying, “this is too disruptive.  This will cause problems.  If you allow this to happen, if you allow the light of resurrection to shine in your life, if you allow yourself to stand in the light of Christ, there is the risk that the same light may just do what light does.  It may illumine those places and those parts that we would just as soon leave dark.
            When Caiaphas realized that Jesus was the real thing, he knew then and there that this was a light he could not destroy; it was a power he could not control.
            So he tries to shove the light back into the darkness.  He resisted the light and what it mIght mean in his carefully protected world.
            What does the light of Christ threaten to illumine in your life?
            Let me ask that another way, what about your life makes you want to end the story at the happy part, get your donut and go on about your Sunday?
            If you are anything like me, there are some dark and dingy corners that you would just as soon leave in the darkness.  Unfortunately for you, unfortunately for me and certainly unfortunately for Caiaphas and his clever plans, the light that is Jesus Christ refuses to be extinguished.
            It will not be put out by the machinations of our fears and it will not be confined to the sentiment of a moment. 
            That story of third grade Sunday School has two occasions when it comes up in family conversation.  The first is when my mother feels the need to knock me down a peg and remind me that my journey to ministry began in no small part with her conning me into reading half of the gospel of John just to get a damn donut.  The second is when memories get a little too difficult and we need to draw close the curtains of sentiment.  This and other sappy family stories make the more difficult parts of growing up stay in the background.  But in the end, they are still there. 
            Sentimentality cannot erase the past any more than it can silence the Caiaphas, the little voice of fear, in each of us.
            Still, it is right that we embrace this story.  So let us celebrate with faithfulness of Mary and Martha; let us know the pure spiritual peace that comes in that moment of connection in Jesus’ tears for his friends; let us even be swept up into the sentiment of the moment.  But let us also be aware of the Caiaphas in each of us, plotting and prodding us to hedge our bets and keep the light at arm’s length.  
            Both the faith of the women and the fear of the high priest live within us. 
Thanks be to God that it is Jesus Christ who lives for us.
Sola deo Gloria!       

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